i feel like i'm in a dark tunnel, with no way out. no light. no C. nothing. i am afraid.
i'm not coping well. just when i feel i might have a little hope that things could return to us being us, it slips through my fingers. i've searched for support here in town but the only kind available is stuff you have to pay for. all i want is human contact and someone to talk to. none of the gay/lesbian groups seem to be available anymore. i even tried calling a church and was directed to call the national cope hotline. i found another that i might try tomorrow during my lunch hour.
i feel dead inside. i don't want to feel anything anymore.
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It seems that the most intense relationships, the ones with the unbelievably spectacular highs, are the same ones that can cause us the most pain.
It's good for you to find someone to talk to. You need that. Be kind to yourself sweetie.
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